.
Once again, i end up back to my world.
The only world that suits me best.
Only world only place that understands my feelings.
My true feelings, my thoughts..
Deep inside my heart.
Those bleeding wounds and deep scars,
Never ending pain.. Always left alone at the dark corner.
Have anyone notice my existance?
Could anyone save me from this Darkness?
Instead of pushing me deeper and deeper?
I rather be hated now..
I dun worth anyone's love.. Just a worthless person..
How long more must i continue to have
a mask on or even a FAKE smile i use everyday??
No one would understand how i thinks..
Unless you have gone through it before..
I wanted to cut.. But somehow,
There's something stopping me from doing it..
I wanted to cry.. Instead of tears rolling down,
The wounds starts to bleed again..
When will i return to the one who carries a bright smile to everyone everyday?
The one i used to be when i was young.
